18/9 (Disappointment)

Today morning wake up saw you just walk out.. no eye contact at all... ntg to say at all... what had happened? Because I brought the medicine for you? Why when I treat a girl nicely, they will think that I wanna chase her, n then try to avoid me? you are one of them? I dunno. In the company, I had being scolded by customer, n then my boss and colleague laugh at me. even I fell shameful on myself... I came back emoly. Nobody really concern about me. I end up walking down to the building and walk for about an hours. the moon is extremely bright that night. I feel hopeless and think that life is so difficult... but just no one, just no one to give me any advise or comfort. my heart is really cold.