There's nothing really special happen in this two day... I just feel really depressed. Really useless... I shall not be angry with keen wai for not waiting me in company. It's all my fault? I don't know. Today xin yan had been selected as the admin for our company. Should I be happy for not being selected? Should I be sad? Angry? I don't know... I really need to find someone to speak.. After she had become admin. Of course all the support work will be throwing onto me like hell.. Everything is out of control when I keep receiving phone call today while she is being teached by the boss and i'm just like a noob there picking up the phone like nobody business...
I don't know whether I m really stupid or what... it's just that... maybe I m not hardworking enough in my company? Not smart enough? Or what?? I tried to be really hardworking. try to create a google doc and list out all the company problem and shared between us... But I end up giving it up... I think it's enough of babbling. I think this is not important, i'm just writing this to release my stress. Feeling better now...
You went offline when I trying to chat with you today. Maybe you want to watch video ba... Actually I really need some encouragement now... But... Nobody really cares... Because I'm not really that IMPORTANT!
Feeling Drown.
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