today when I woke up, saw you watching the fish. I ask some question n nobody answer me. ok, so what... maybe nobody wake up yet. I went to company as usual. but not really usual I think. I received a call from my supervisor and learnt that I had been given a chance to attend a training in vivahome at cheras. I am excited. I went there happily, meet some friends and so on. but the problem is I need to implement this software in 2 hotel later on which is a big challenge for me. I know that when I am outstation, keen wai and xin yan will be suffering during support. as I thought, they came back hopelessly. keen wai even feel angry when I ask hin about the company's matters. I really dunno what to say. of course I want to tell them what happen in my training, but I just can't. it is not a good time. maybe they will feel happy when I emo ba... I really dunno la... and the big problem is jealousy. when I see you keep talking with keen wai, and seems like I not even exist, the feeling really doesn't feel good, it's just like when I want to join in the conversation, I had been kicked out.. omg. y m I so useless. I end up saying I want to watch running man and go back in, but I m still listening.. y can't you just talk to me like this yesterday, I really jealous, not feeling alright now.. all the good feeling I had in today morning had been washed away... completely... and just jealousy fill into my heart.
FEELING HORRIBLE.
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